The truth is out there.

I am a huge X-Files fan. Most people who know me know that. But most people who know me also know I am not easily taken in by conspiracy or paranormal things without a substantial amount of evidence. When it comes down to Religion I always feel like there is essentially no evidence for most things stated therefore believing in it isn't a good way for me to go.

But aliens?

Now I'm not about to destroy all my credibility by stating I believe in aliens. I actually hate the word "belief" People always say "I believe in this" or "I believe in that" but what the hell does that actually mean? It certainly doesn't mean you KNOW anything. I could say that I believe the universe is actually a giant glass of water and our planet is a meatball floating in it, but that doesn't do anything for anybody does it.

The thing about paranormal activity is its so vague. You have ghosts, aliens, big foot, nessie, El Chupacabre and God knows what else, so although I won't actually say I "believe" in any of these things, I WILL say that i find certain aspects of all of them interesting.

As human beings there is a lot we don't understand, but for me the concept of U.F.Os seems the most likely.

The only reason i say this though is because for me personally the thought of a infinite universe where the only intelligent life is here on Earth is a very, very depressing one. It also seems a bit arrogant to presume we are the centre of the Galaxy just because we invented the light bulb.

Just remember I'm not saying "I Believe" Okay Mulder?

I'm very much on Scully's side when it comes to this. I keep an open mind but try and not jump to any rash conclusions.

But i think it is fair to say that most people in their lives have experienced something big or small that they can't quite explain, and for a lot of people it drives them crazy.

For me the main offender is Deja Vu and my dreams, and i have to say i have very strong feelings about them. The way they make me feel especially Deja Vu is more than irregular. For me Deja Vu is like that "unnamed feeling" its like a mix of sickness, confusion, mystery, joy, longing and dissapointment. You feel like you have lived something before and can even at times predict the next things that happen but the sequence continues too quickly for you to actually say them to prove its happened. Also it can happen at the worst time, say when you're in the shower or getting on the bus and there's no one to tell.

I'm off track now. I was originally talking about U.F.Os.

I have definitely seen a UFO. That doesn't mean i have definitely seen an alien, but i have seen an aircraft i couldn't explain.

Also about 2 nights ago i woke up at around 4 am and remember in the half asleep daze seeing that my windows were unnaturally blue. Now i don't want to go too much into this one because it holds no water really, but i try to base everything off of how it makes me feel and this made me feel uneasy. it was too early for light, especially of this brightness. Needless to say it creeped me out. But being the lazy fat cunt i am, i just went back to sleep. Got no time for probes.

Anyhoo, the point of this was to ask for all your perspectives on the cases of U.F.Os or Deja Vu (or any other paranormal shit you think you have seen)

Just let me know!