This is my first blog in a very long time. Well not that long, but long in blog years. Why? well a lot of reasons really...
...The first reason being, there has been absolutely nothing i feel like writing about. Sure theres lots going on in the media. You have your lawsuits, divorces, gameshow and soap news and even you "baby Ps" and out of all of it i couldnt find one thing to synically turn my rather big nose up at. I think i have grown a bit sick of it. I love writing. I always have, but there has always been something about writing you opinion about someone elses news that has made me feel a bit cheap and dirty, like a media bottom feeder feeling as if anyone cares about my own self important projections of opinion on the recent news articles. After all, you know "The Sun" is shit and you dont need me to tell you...
...Which leads me to my second reason. I dont really feel like any one cares. I'm aware how lame that last sentace sounds. Believe me i'm not in any way pining for your sympathies. why the hell should you care what i have to say? You dont know me. Im just one of a trillion over opinionated youths, using the internet to reach a very small sub division of the web. I'm pathetic. Just as pethic as you. Why do i do it? I have no fucking idea. Maybe its theraputic? If so, then why dont i just write them in private on notepad? I can't really answer that honestly as i dont actually know. Then again...no one is reading this now so it doesnt really matter does it? Maybe it started out in the vain hope that someone would have a passing interest in one of these "blogs" but now that i realise that i dont really write popular "blog material" and that no one is reading them, it doesnt matter what i say. i could spew the most offensive hatred and bile and it wouldnt matter. However if i did that i might start to get popular, and we dont want that!
I know this is a pathetic excuse for a blog and i PROMISE that if anything interests me, i will write about it. Maybe something pretentious like he state of human condition? Hmm maybe not. Either way i think for a little while im going to concentrate on creative writing.
Oh and just one last thing. For whoever it is who is spamming the comments section on my blog, i really couldnt give a fuck. You sent me something of a ransom email. It told me to go to a certain site and email a certain adress, and if i did you would stop spamming me. Well to be quite honest i would rather not risk the virus. Also this blog website isnt exactly something im incredibly proud of so if heaven forbid it might get say...deleted? I dont think i would be perticually devistated. Also your only increasing my number of comments which apparently has some say in the grand scheme of things from the blog.co.uk Gods regarding a feature spot.
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